Her sister also had the same problem as me. Even when I'm with my girlfriend, I feel lonely...I'm in a rut and it's awkward...People who are similar are attracted to each other. ``Hey, you haven't had sex lately, have you?'' I was confused, but he forced me to kiss him... He pushed me down and they started having a relationship with me. I just wanted to fill the gap in her heart...That's what I felt like, but we also had sexual compatibility.